by Phantomgrift » Mon Nov 18, 2019 12:14 am
Jest aside, I did get help.
Went and chatted up base medical at the last command after I found myself mouthing off to a roomful of senior leadership and realized I didn't care.
Wanted to determine if it was a legitimate issue or largely residual stress. Apparently largely residual stress from previous commands.
All things considered, I've never taken the internet seriously, and doubt I ever will. Even the troll aspect of Facebook largely stems on if I'm deployed at the time or not, as when I'm not deployed, I'm honestly doing more with my own family than I am baiting strangers on the internet.
*Insert shrug here*
I still have aggressive rage issues, but coming to terms with stuff like that is part of growing up and getting old.
(Though I don't care what it seems like, watching recent or archival footage of hippies getting beat by cops with nightsticks will never not be funny.)
Hell, in a couple of years here, I'll be to busy with figuring out which direction to take regarding retirement and all that entails. It's easy to cruise through a military career as long as you're clearly aware of the point wherein you have to actively start being more involved with your daily planning outside of "Wherever the fuck the military sends me."
Waiter... Waiter?
Curses! When will I ever remember; Order dessert first and THEN kill everyone in the restaurant.